Decided to use my lunch break to do a quick update since I am still full from my egg white breakfast and not needing to eat right now.I am listening to some Paramore on Pandora as well as trolling Facebook and talking to Roxy.
She and I are staring at some pretty amazing clothing on Ebay. Its amusing how different her personal style is from mine. But I think we perfectly compliment one another. I saw this amazing steampunk-esque dress on there that I want to get. However I dont know if my giant boobs will fit into the dress. I don't want to look all skanky. Thats just not attractive at my age.
I had a nice long talk with Melissa last night. It was nice. We haven't had one of our endless phone calls in a while. We were way over due for it. She is having a really hard time these days. I won't go into it here. But I do feel for her. I know that recently after the break up with Paul and coming all the way home to NY, and having to find a job, then dealing with Rachel's surgery I definitely know what its like to feel like you are crumbling under the pressure. I am supposed to go out with her tomorrow to a secret party. I am excited to see her.
Leslie is adjusting well to her new life. The douches at her job totally fucked her over and let her go. She has a lot of great things going on though. Shes a newlywed and has a baby on the way this summer. Things are going to be good for her.
Times like these I just sit here and wonder why life is so full of shit like this. There are a few moments of calm thrown in thank God. But ultimately we have to eat a lot of shit. It can be very challenging at times to focus on the good but I suppose that is all we can do. If we were to focus on the darker things that go then we will truly miss out on the beauty.
Friday, March 25, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
God it has been too long
I remember a time not too long ago where I was a very religious blogger. I literally would get to work each day and while sitting there sipping my coffee I would log into my livejournal account and just ramble on endlessly about the previous days events. I never ran out of things to say. I don't know if that is because I was younger at the time and more full of life and energy or what. But now it seems like such a struggle to even log in at all! But I really am going to try and make more of an effort to get on here more often. Considering how many insane changes there have been in my life, especially in the past 5 months.
I promised a lot of people back in Seattle that after I moved back to NYC I would keep a blog. So here is me trying!
Paul and I are no longer together after 6 years together. Tina came to Washington to get me on 10/28 and then on Halloween she and I and my two cats flew back and here I am. Back in wonderful NYC.
I am very blessed that within barely 2 weeks of returning home I was able to find a pretty amazing job with an awesome Oral Surgery group. I work in the beautiful financial district of Manhattan and I absolutely love it. After returning home to my more natural habitat I quickly began to lose weight and find myself again. The change was very difficult at first but most things are. I am learning a lot about myself these days and about being an semi independant woman. I am still living at home sadly and trying to work on getting my own place, but that will come with time. I try to dedicate the majority of my time with reconnecting with old friends and my new job. I have made a lot of new friends since being back which is just great. I am also super happy that all of my old friends are still around. Life has been pretty good to me these days.
My cats adjusted to the change as well. They did great on the plane ride. Better than I did.I was so worried about that. If you ever plan to fly with cats and need some advice, hit me up. I will tell you everything I know.
I shall write more later when I think of something interesting to say.
xoxo,
Sooz
I promised a lot of people back in Seattle that after I moved back to NYC I would keep a blog. So here is me trying!
Paul and I are no longer together after 6 years together. Tina came to Washington to get me on 10/28 and then on Halloween she and I and my two cats flew back and here I am. Back in wonderful NYC.
I am very blessed that within barely 2 weeks of returning home I was able to find a pretty amazing job with an awesome Oral Surgery group. I work in the beautiful financial district of Manhattan and I absolutely love it. After returning home to my more natural habitat I quickly began to lose weight and find myself again. The change was very difficult at first but most things are. I am learning a lot about myself these days and about being an semi independant woman. I am still living at home sadly and trying to work on getting my own place, but that will come with time. I try to dedicate the majority of my time with reconnecting with old friends and my new job. I have made a lot of new friends since being back which is just great. I am also super happy that all of my old friends are still around. Life has been pretty good to me these days.
My cats adjusted to the change as well. They did great on the plane ride. Better than I did.I was so worried about that. If you ever plan to fly with cats and need some advice, hit me up. I will tell you everything I know.
I shall write more later when I think of something interesting to say.
xoxo,
Sooz
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Back in the Yoga zone
So recently I purchased a few more Yoga dvds. Most of them are Kundalini. I also got a vinyasa flow one by Eoin Finn called The Pursuit of Happy hips. But mostly I have been doing Yoga Beauty Body by Ana Brett as well as Power Yoga with Bryan Kest. After last nights beaty body routine I am SORE. Omg who thought that kundalini could kick your ass like that? Yoga has always been so important to me. I still remember my first experiences with it. I am feeling really good now that I am getting myself back into a routine. My cousin Tina and her daughter Nicole have been come fans of the amazing Rainbeau Mars. They have been religiously practicing her Beginner series. So proud of them.
Lucky bastards are going to Disney world next week.
Just reached the 5 year mark at my job.
Recently opened a Tarot study group on Facebook. Very excited about that. Its going slow but it will pick up I am sure. I do love the cards. Always have.
Am studying a lot of Buddhist writings. Very inspiring.
Also am currently reading Violin by Anne Rice.
Sitting here watching Percy Jackson.
Gonna do more yoga in a bit.
Bright blessings.
Lucky bastards are going to Disney world next week.
Just reached the 5 year mark at my job.
Recently opened a Tarot study group on Facebook. Very excited about that. Its going slow but it will pick up I am sure. I do love the cards. Always have.
Am studying a lot of Buddhist writings. Very inspiring.
Also am currently reading Violin by Anne Rice.
Sitting here watching Percy Jackson.
Gonna do more yoga in a bit.
Bright blessings.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Books, books everywhere!
I am so engulfed with my reading lately. I think its because I have it in the back of my mind that in the near future when I get my shit together and actually start taking some classes on weekends etc that I will never have time to read again. So I must get through the stack of like 20+ books that are sitting on my shevles that I have not gotten through yet.
A few of them would be the last 3 books of the vampire kisses series: Dance with a vampire, The coffin Club, Royal Blood. Then book 4 of Vampire Academy: Blood promise.
Then there is Frankenstien by Shelly, The original Dracula. A year in Provence by Mayle. Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde. Robin Hood by Pyle. Pride and prejudice (again). The orginal Alice in Wonderland. Words in a French life. Merrick by Anne Rice. The spirit of the witch by Grimassi. Good in bed (some chick novel). I also plan on reading the biography of Julia Child. A nutrition book called the Mediterrasian diet.
God there is just so much. Oh yes then there is the blue bloods series and the Evermore series. One fifth Avenue by Candace Bushnell
Somewhere in the midst of all this reading insanity I am trying to maintain my house, boyfriend, cats, worklife. I wish I was a speed reader like my friend Nick. He can get through a book a day. If I did that I'd have such a migraine.
There is this new workout dvd series called "physique 57". It is lotte berk based. I am really contemplating buying it. The only issue is that the instructor has this obnoxious voice that might make me kick the tv. We shall see. I need to go through the dvds that I have now and possibly sell some on ebay. I have WAY too many.
All is well other than that.
A few of them would be the last 3 books of the vampire kisses series: Dance with a vampire, The coffin Club, Royal Blood. Then book 4 of Vampire Academy: Blood promise.
Then there is Frankenstien by Shelly, The original Dracula. A year in Provence by Mayle. Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde. Robin Hood by Pyle. Pride and prejudice (again). The orginal Alice in Wonderland. Words in a French life. Merrick by Anne Rice. The spirit of the witch by Grimassi. Good in bed (some chick novel). I also plan on reading the biography of Julia Child. A nutrition book called the Mediterrasian diet.
God there is just so much. Oh yes then there is the blue bloods series and the Evermore series. One fifth Avenue by Candace Bushnell
Somewhere in the midst of all this reading insanity I am trying to maintain my house, boyfriend, cats, worklife. I wish I was a speed reader like my friend Nick. He can get through a book a day. If I did that I'd have such a migraine.
There is this new workout dvd series called "physique 57". It is lotte berk based. I am really contemplating buying it. The only issue is that the instructor has this obnoxious voice that might make me kick the tv. We shall see. I need to go through the dvds that I have now and possibly sell some on ebay. I have WAY too many.
All is well other than that.
Monday, August 3, 2009
No Doubt!
On 7/19/09 Paul and I went to the No Doubt Concert at the Whiteriver Amphitheatre. So obviously I am a bit late getting to write about this. I have been suffering from some vicious writers block lately. Constantly thinking of things I'd love to blog about then never finding the time or energy to articulate it. Anyhow, in a nutshell the show was amazing.
When we arrived we hung out in the car and watched as a few members from the band jogged laps around the parking lot to get themselves warmed up for the show. It was hotter than hell and the bugs were definitely chasing after my sweet blood :p
When we finally got inside Paul and I ran to the merchandise booths. I immeadiately fell in love with a Paramore T shirt. So he got that for me and I treated myself to a canvas No Doubt shopping bag with a really sweet illustration on it. I had not known in advance that the band The Sounds were going to be opening up for the show. I was not very familiar with their stuff but after their performance I was hooked. Maja's vocals are amazing live.
When it was time for paramore to come out, I lost it. I started crying before Haley even made her way on the stage. I dont know what it was. Just a huge surge of emotion of getting to see someone in person who I have been such a huge fan of for so long. It was great to get to hear some of their new stuff thats going to be on their album thats coming out in september "Brand New Eyes". Its a bit heavier than theeir usual stuff.
But the defining moment of course...Was when No Doubt took the stage. Anyoen that knows me knows that my love of Gwen Stefani borders on infatuation. She has always been my muse for fashion and music. I simply was breath taken when she bounced onto the stage jumping around looking half her age like a wild teenager. Her energy puts us all to shame. The entire audience immediately stood up and began to dance and jump around with Gwen and her band. Since they dont have a new album coming out it was all songs from their old albums. Songs we all love! A few of my fav songs that she did were Hella Good, Ex Girlfriend, New and Running. Those songs were exceptionally well. The costumes, the background, the performance. It was dead on. Itwas the most magical moment of my life. No Doubt simply MUST go on tour again soon because this can not be the last time I get to spend my night dancing with Gwen.
If you ever get the chance to see them, sell whatever you have to for tickets.
Hugs,
Suze
When we arrived we hung out in the car and watched as a few members from the band jogged laps around the parking lot to get themselves warmed up for the show. It was hotter than hell and the bugs were definitely chasing after my sweet blood :p
When we finally got inside Paul and I ran to the merchandise booths. I immeadiately fell in love with a Paramore T shirt. So he got that for me and I treated myself to a canvas No Doubt shopping bag with a really sweet illustration on it. I had not known in advance that the band The Sounds were going to be opening up for the show. I was not very familiar with their stuff but after their performance I was hooked. Maja's vocals are amazing live.
When it was time for paramore to come out, I lost it. I started crying before Haley even made her way on the stage. I dont know what it was. Just a huge surge of emotion of getting to see someone in person who I have been such a huge fan of for so long. It was great to get to hear some of their new stuff thats going to be on their album thats coming out in september "Brand New Eyes". Its a bit heavier than theeir usual stuff.
But the defining moment of course...Was when No Doubt took the stage. Anyoen that knows me knows that my love of Gwen Stefani borders on infatuation. She has always been my muse for fashion and music. I simply was breath taken when she bounced onto the stage jumping around looking half her age like a wild teenager. Her energy puts us all to shame. The entire audience immediately stood up and began to dance and jump around with Gwen and her band. Since they dont have a new album coming out it was all songs from their old albums. Songs we all love! A few of my fav songs that she did were Hella Good, Ex Girlfriend, New and Running. Those songs were exceptionally well. The costumes, the background, the performance. It was dead on. Itwas the most magical moment of my life. No Doubt simply MUST go on tour again soon because this can not be the last time I get to spend my night dancing with Gwen.
If you ever get the chance to see them, sell whatever you have to for tickets.
Hugs,
Suze
Sunday, June 28, 2009
I need Order!!!
Kandra is right. I need routine.
Lately I haven't had much of a routine. I basically done whatever I have the energy for in whatever order I can get them done. Some mornings I make coffee, some I don't. Some days I take my vitamins, some I don't. Some days I workout and some I don't. I have always tried to have a routine of some sort. Wake up at the same time. Be out of the shower by the same time. Get to the bus by the same time. Why do I only drink tea when I'm sick? Its not like I don't know that drinking it can prevent me from getting sick in the first place. Why can't I get every single one of my days in some kind of sync so that I CAN get the order I crave? If I were to accomplish this then maybe I would be able to schedule myself in a workout time at least 3 days a week and not feel like by working out I am taking myself away from some other more important task waiting for me. Ugh. I think I am having a break down today. I am watching True blood in hopes that it will help me chill out. I wish that it wasn't almost Monday. Mondays always make me feel completely thrown out of whack.
Lately I haven't had much of a routine. I basically done whatever I have the energy for in whatever order I can get them done. Some mornings I make coffee, some I don't. Some days I take my vitamins, some I don't. Some days I workout and some I don't. I have always tried to have a routine of some sort. Wake up at the same time. Be out of the shower by the same time. Get to the bus by the same time. Why do I only drink tea when I'm sick? Its not like I don't know that drinking it can prevent me from getting sick in the first place. Why can't I get every single one of my days in some kind of sync so that I CAN get the order I crave? If I were to accomplish this then maybe I would be able to schedule myself in a workout time at least 3 days a week and not feel like by working out I am taking myself away from some other more important task waiting for me. Ugh. I think I am having a break down today. I am watching True blood in hopes that it will help me chill out. I wish that it wasn't almost Monday. Mondays always make me feel completely thrown out of whack.
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